Cold Fall Smells good to ME

Walking to work today felt good. It was cold and it smelled good. I guess I have good memories of the cold? NO - I like the different seasons. I am sticking with that.

I am now thinking about what a kid would think about for the first time. Everything is new.

"I am so glad to be out of that little .....bubble."
"But it was warm in there. - now that I am out I have TV. There is no TV in the bubble."

The heat kicked in last night while I was laying on the floor and Foggy came up to me to get some petting and it smelled like the holidays.

Food - Mexican - Indian

I was very excited about making my own Miso. I think it came out great. Last night I had a great Samosa. It was cooked perfect by Lisa but it needed some thing. The answer was the sweet chutney. It had raisins in it and I still liked it. I must try to make what I tasted last night.

I never was into the sweet stuff with a dinner. But I had this Nappa salad. It had apples in it. It was great. I will really try anything but my mind is starting to open more.

Unsubscribe - Yeah Right

I now have more than 3 e mail accounts not counting this blog thing. I had one account that was going good. and it is free. I got a bit of junk mail to the account and I normally just deleted it.

One day I decided that I should get no junk mail and started to unsubscrib to the junk mail I always received. I then started to receive more junk mail. This is what I found at the bottom of one of the sites recently.

"Please understand that by unsubscribing from the advertiser’s e-mail list you will be passing your e-mail address to that advertiser."

October

Raining a lot.

Wife and Baby

My wife is sounding like expecting mother or I am getting all excited about the baby. I can see changes in Lisa. She is to happy. She is glowing! (not that she does not always glow)

She went for another ultra sound last week and saw hands and stuff. The 9 months are going to go quick. When they put the scanner thing on the baby it got all .fidgity. He did not like it. They tried tapping on Lisa’s belly to move into the right place so they could do the scan. He or she was squirming all around. I wish I was there.

I am still getting over the heartbeat. It was just a lima bean but when he moved it real close for a second I saw a huge beating heart. It was so big and moving. It was big because they can make it big but it was pumping real good.

I think Lisa is sending out some kind of un-see-able gass, (not just the gass) that is making me think different. That make expected fathers think different.

So Much Love

There has been so much going on. Thoughts of life , death , sadness, happiness.

I sent some Photos to a place to get printed. I love how they came out. They said I needed a better camera to blow up photos larger. That hurt. Any photo i ever took can only be ............small. What do I do now? Buy a new camera quick?

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I am going to have a baby.

I am a bit worried about what our kid will think of us because we are older. Lisa will be the perfect mom and I hope I will still have enought energy to have fun with our kid.