Holidays and stuff

We bought a camcorder. It was $ but we really have to get the Sophia recorded before she turns 18. She is growing and getting older quick.

We had Thanksgiving over Jimmy and Cindys. It was nice. The grandparents were there. I am so happy the Al got out of the house. 2 days later we went over the grandparents for dinner. I really dig them. I wish they were younger.

Sophia was sick for a while and I was really worried. She had a fever. I remember being down wildwood one summer and I was very sick. I still remember sort of halusinating. Dad took me to the Dr. I remember laying on a bed with the door closed during the day. I was very sick. I know.
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I still can't believe everyone has kids. Does everyone feels this insane love?
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Bill and Jen have a basset hound. Droopy

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We might be going to Miami in January. I really want to see Sophia in the water. I think she will love it.

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We were over Jimmy's for Thanksgiving. They had aditions put on the house. $$$$$$$ . the Kitchen is perfect.

Changing Slow

When I was writing music the strangest part was not being able to hear what my music sounded like to someone else. I knew how the piece was supposed to sound I did not know what it sounded like.

I think it would be like being the star of a great movie. I don’t think they can enjoy it the way the public does.

I am going through something like that with looking at Sophia. I don’t think I will ever know what she looks like. It will happen day by day ever so slowly. I don’t mind.

Questions

Why do they feed kid in school bad food. Fries and Pizza? If they just had healthy food in the cafiteria kids would eat it.

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Why can't voting be easier? Because everyone lies? There should be a list of issues that the candidates voted for and against on.

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What happens to men's suites that don't fit? They sit in the closet forever? Good will?

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Complaint: Why do a lot of cashiers ask you for change? You hand them a $10 and they say do you have a dime. Customer service is getting so bad that they are to lazy to count .90 in change.

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Sushi Rolls - Most of the time you can't fit a piece in your mouth. It is to big. And you can't cut them or just bite half. Why!? Why can't they cut them in smaller pieces? I might not be able to stop the war but this problem should be easy to fix.

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Boo

Sophia had a daycare haloween party. I thought she would be a bit freaked with all the costooms. She was not. She had a good time and stayed as Tigger for hours and hours. She is now showing the start of 2 teeth. I think she is tough. She really does not cry that much. A ton more smiles. I hope to keep making her smile. The best feeling in the whole world is when she sees me for the first time on the train or in the morning and she just gives me a huge smile for no reason.