Baby/Life/ death

I am about to have a baby. our due date is 4 days from now. I am to nurvous. I have to get back on track. Lisa has been amazing. I need to be there for her when the pain happens or does not happen.

Everyone at work has been so nice. It really sucks that I can not relax and let things happen.
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Casey killed a rabbit.

I found a baby bird that mom kicked out of the nest. (That hurt. I did not want it to die. It did. It was crying and wanted my finger.)

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